drugs.

ive never been into crazy drugs. ive never been into party drugs either. like E or coke or whatever. I am not a big drinker either. The only time drinking even sounds inviting to me is the idea of laying on a beach sipping some rum drink some a pineapple. 

i wish people didnt get caught up in that mess. i wish i never got caught up in the things that i even do. sometimes. i could stop smoking, but i dont want to. so then what am i? a casual drug user? does it make me a bad person? i dont know. i dont think so. 

i view people who dont drink or do drugs as fucking - awesome. i think it is great when people are above that kind of shit. so i guess i kind of feel alittle strange when i do drink and smoke. but thats all i do. i have my own view about other drugs that i will never even touch. so i guess that just makes me - me. 

i think i am starting to really be okay with myself ...